LAST WORDS TO MIRIAM

by: D.H. Lawrence (1885-1930)

      OURS is the shame and sorrow
      But the disgrace is mine;
      Your love was dark and thorough,
      Mine was the love of the sun for a flower
      He creates with his shine.
       
      I was diligent to explore you,
      Blossom you stalk by stalk,
      Till my fire of creation bore you
      Shrivelling down in the final dour
      Anguish--then I suffered a balk.
       
      I knew your pain, and it broke
      My fine, craftsman's nerve;
      Your body quailed at my stroke,
      And my courage failed to give you the last
      Fine torture you did deserve.
       
      You are shapely, you are adorned,
      But opaque and dull in the flesh,
      Who, had I but pierced with the thorned
      Fire-threshing anguish, were fused and cast
      In a lovely illumined mesh.
       
      Like a painted window: the best
      Suffering burnt through your flesh,
      Undressed it and left it blest
      With a quivering sweet wisdom of grace: but now
      Who shall take you afresh?
       
      Now who will burn you free,
      From your body's terrors and dross,
      Since the fire has failed in me?
      What man will stoop in your flesh to plough
      The shrieking cross?
       
      A mute, nearly beautiful thing
      Is your face, that fills me with shame
      As I see it hardening,
      Warping the perfect image of God,
      And darkening my eternal fame.

"Last Words to Miriam" is reprinted from Amores: Poems. D.H. Lawrence. New York: B.W. Huebsch, 1916.

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